安 ~ Peaceful, calm, safe, quiet, secure, tranquil, serene. Annie passed away this afternoon and is finally at eternal rest. She ended her walk in this life with grace and full of love up till her final step. At noon, she touched her ring finger and asked for the little thing. And the... Read More
the journey towards a serene place
(in short dated snippets. there are many thoughts, journal scribbles, voice notes and such. but the dynamic nature of things no longer allows me a period of time to let the thoughts flow, not even the evenings. update through 3/13) Week of 2/14 (referring to weeks starting with Mondays).... Read More
brief updates 2022a
2022-02-20: Is she reading? Yes, even though she is not writing or responding to comments, she is reading your comments, emails, notes, cards and such. Maybe I’ll record her conversing and transcribe it, which will be easier for her than writing a post. 2022-02-17 2300:... Read More
random: broken messaging, bane of modern walled gardens
Missed/mis-communications when using the “Messages” app on our phones. Our default texting app is Google Messages, defaulting to RCS with SMS/MMS fallback, on Android devices, with T-Mobile as carrier. “Messages” on iPhone defaults to iMessage, Apple’s walled... Read More
Whilst she is here, the infusions continue
February has been a whirlwind of time. The hypercalcemia and rising ammonia pull at her body towards being bed bound from muscle weakness, and mind towards delirium. But not yet. She is still with us, with me, here in the present, not yet at a place where communication requires a different... Read More